A new Home

Wel, I'm here in Arcola, illinois, and I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. I wish i were back in Lebanon, where i actually had friends that cared about me and didn't want to ridicule me. And I hear that there is hate fighting in this new school. That will be a hell of a time for me. i guess the only thing to do is try to befriend everyone at school. I'm going to be returning to Lebanon for a court date tommorrow. I can't wait to see some of my friends. This will be a grat time to tell everyone that I'm sorry I had to make this decision. But, as I have know for a while, Mom needs the support. And I can't back out now that I have detassling to do this year. I just wish I was back in Lebanon. But I geuss we can't all have verything we want, huh? Going to a new school will be hard for me. With not knowing anyone here, I guess that some people will be all over me trying to befriend me. or not. i'm not completely sure how the social ranking of this town goes yet. But I can only bet my new test subjects will give quite a surprise. I wonder how that thing with the art future is going for brittany? Is she doing well, i wonder? Or even some of my other friends. how are they getting along without me? Is Tory okay, and how about Nick? This will be hard. Especially since I'm no good with humans. I may love them, and they sure as hell make great test subjects, but you know, I wonder how all this will work out in the end.I'm just afraid that some people here are not as accepting as others.